Finally Ready

I am finally ready for LIFE! For the past 2 and half years, I've literally zoned myself out from the world. One of the main reasons why, I had to find myself. I had to find out who GAIL GARDNER was. I needed and wanted to know what my purpose was. In order for me to find out, I had to shut everything down. From watching t.v., being on the phone having useless conversations, going out just to "show out", not doing anything productive at all. I did this for 2 and half years. After finding out who I was, I knew what I wanted in LIFE. Being in a relationship for 11 years with 2 of the most amazing young men in my LIFE, I chose to invest into my LIFE. I reconditioned myself mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, and financially. I chose to learn how to take control of my LIFE. In the midst of getting myself mentally fit, I used social network to stay in tune to current events that were going on across the world. Today, I empower young women. I read a lot. I'm investing into my LIFE now. I now know what it means to be productive. Back in the day I had no interest in the things I'm doing today, only because I was never introduced to it, until I was 26. It all began with a seed of greatness that was planted into my LIFE at 26 years young. Since then, that very seed has been manifesting itself, and is still growing. I always say LIFE is beautiful! It truly is, with all the opportunity and gifts it gives. From my own experience with LIFE, I can truly say that it's never too late for anything that you want to do, or haven't done yet. Today, I've been getting back out into the WORLD  little by little. I'm LIVING my LIFE!  I just want to leave a legacy of LIFE behind for those who were told they would never mount to anything, didn't have anyone believe in them, and for those who haven't taped into their greatest just because they didn't know how. I'm using my LIFE to LIVE and GIVE. I am finally ready! 

The TRUTH shall set you FREE

Is it really hard accepting the TRUTH or telling the TRUTH? Why is that you walk around in your own reality as if you want it to be "this" and its not? Why is it so hard to accept the TRUTH and tell the TRUTH? Just be HONEST about whatever you got going down in your LIFE. Just accept LIFE for what it is, and not what you "believe" it should be. Better yet, just tell the damn TRUTH! Life is so much BEAUTIFUL when your HONEST. Being honest about your LIFE makes a difference in your LIFE, and it shows how responsible you are as an individual. In LIFE we ALL make mistakes. LIFE is ALL about trial and error. What makes a difference is how we take our trial and error and learn from them, to create and make better choices. What do you have to hide from those you don't want to know what's really going down? Why don't you want them to know? Why are you hiding from how you really feel? At least be responsible and give the people your LYING to an opportunity to choose. Are you afraid that the TRUTH will destroy something that was never meant to be in the first place? Why keep things a secret? WE CANNOT HIDE FROM OURSELVES. No matter how much paint you put on a wall, you can still see the markings IF YOU'VE NEVER SAND THE WALL DOWN FROM THE VERY BEGINNING OF PAINTING. No matter how much you try and try to cover the truth, it will soon come out. LIFE presents itself in a way that it will shed light on those who live righteously. It will show them the markings on the wall you try to cover up with so much layers of paint. While your putting so much time and energy into putting on layers and layers of paint, I can still see. I can still see the TRUTH.  I can still see what your wanting to hide, because your afraid of not letting the other person know the TRUTH about how you really feel, and what you really want. I can still see the pain, the hurt you still have for not being able to hold it down when you knew and believed you could. I can still see the tears you shed when you said "baby don't leave me". Don't be mad at me, for accepting LIFE for what it is. Don't get upset with me, because I've moved on. Don't get fake fly at me, because I choose to RESPECT you, when I know you don't deserve it. Better yet, I know this may sound harsh, however, I must tell you the TRUTH. How you feel and how you choose to treat me, is what your sowing into your LIFE not mine. LIFE only treats you the way you treat it. FORGIVENESS ladies and gentlemen is the BEST thing you could ever INVEST in you. You deserve the very best, that LIFE has to offer. You deserve just what you want in LIFE. The TRUTH shall set you FREE.

You can't be serious!

Okay, okay, okay... I think I get it! I see FB being used in many ways. Like, creating a deception of who you really are, promote your business, look for a mate, playing eye spy, connect with friends and family, look for missing people, crack down on criminals, express opinions, have fun, networking, looking someone up, and many other things I just can't name at the moment. Even though everything I've named so far is just the basics of what I've seen so far as to what FB has been used. What I think is just unrealistic, is when a person is creating a false perception of who they really are, by simply trying too hard to fit in. Deception is the biggest thing a person can create in terms of who they are, the way they think, and what they bring to the table. Eventually the FB world is going to see you for who you really are, and that's ONE thing you cannot hide, YOURSELF. Always wanting to FIT IN isn't good at all. People will tell you first hand about me, "Gail do what she wants to do, not what she can do". This is who I am. I want to empower our young women, because I want to. I want to create a movement where everyone is involved in our community some kind of way. I want to show my children who are men by the way, that its never too late to get what you want in LIFE. I want people to know that I will help them no matter what. I love serving others, not because I have to, because I WANT to. LIFE is the most beautifullest, the most priveligded gift anyone is GIVEN. I LOVE IT! I love it because I want to give others what has been given to me. For those that are decieving folk by creating a deception of who you really are, understand what your putting out there. LIFE presents itself in a way where you can't hide from yourself, and who you really are will reveal itself sooner or later. Let's just say, you don't know who are? All the time and energy your taking to decieve others, use that same energy and time to find out who you are. Or better yet, begin to UNDERSTAND meaning apply the knowledge you have into your LIFE. With all that time it takes to create a false image of who you are, you can't be serious!